| intro .. |
[Dec. 17th, 2005|12:19 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
well i was with this guy for 3 years. i caught him with another girl once but they werent doing anything intimate but i saw her sitting on his lap. he said he never had sex with her and i found him to be sincere and took him back. i love him soooo much but my parents dont approve of me seeing him, sometimes i feel like oh well who cares im a grown women but then sometimes i feel like they are my parents ya kno? well i am not with him anymore but we still keep in touch. he is in jail we write and someimes talk on the phone. i am the very jealous type so i hated it when he would look or talk about other girls. we would constantly argue, and he always said i nagged too much. he started to drift farther away from me, he treated me bad in a way because he wouldnt come see me as often, irritate me, say things to make me jaelous, and get me angry on purpose then one day he finally just gave up and broke up with me.. would you have broke up with me to? (be honest) we had a lot of history but now we are back talking and i still very much care for him. I want to be with him when he gets out, but i am hesitant because how do i know if he'll cheat on me or he will be talking to other girls. what if he treats me bad? he says that he wants to be with me and the main reasons why he acted like that was because i was constantly nagging causing him to act the way he did towards me. he couldnt stand me when i was insecure and complaining so he had to get away and thats why he treated me the way he did.. but i dont know what to think honestly.. is what hes saying sincere or is it all just lies?!? guys i need help! i dont know what to think. if you were him would you have done wat he done as far as the way he treated me? |
|
|
| what a dream |
[Dec. 16th, 2005|11:45 pm] |
|
miss my baby so much, he is recently in jail. we write once every week but still it is not enough, i long for his touch, when i close my eyes i can see him imagining his lips were pressed up against mine, then here it comes. my legs shivering im biting my lip and the hornier i get. then i slowly fall asleep. as i sleep i dream about him in my room. i look at him sudectively, he's walking towards me, my arms are around his chest then he lays me down. he presses his big hard dick against my pants making me even more eroused. im holding him even tighter, im whispering in his ear telling him how much i want him, he starts kissing my neck, and i slowly pull down my pants, then i slip off my thong not wanting to pull it to the side because i want to feel every inch of him touch my wet pussy. as i get wetter he's starting to lick my breast caressing them, sucking and licking them im moaning harder and harder telling him to fuck me. he then looks at my face and see my face expression he smiles and me bite my chin, and starts to lick own my stomach. He's now licking my clitoris im moaning even harder he's licking the walls of my vagina then goes back up to my clitoris licking and sucking it the more his licks the more my toes curl, he licking faster and faster i begin to scream, then i feel all the fluids in my body release. Making me even more horny, i push him down he's now laying down with his dick as hard as a rock, i climb on top of him riding his dick, i look at his face he looks like hes in pain hes moaning and the more he moans the harder and faster i ride. he bustes all in me, he quickly changes the condom i bend over and he rams his dick in my vagina from the back. i scream and he goes slow, he starts to speed up, faster and harder he fucks me, im screaming and moaning while he fuckes me and smacks my ass, i feel his hands pressed down on my lower back right above my butt and he fucks me like his life depended on it. i cum but hes not stopping i moaning calling him daddy i cum again, we're both sweating and breathing intensively AHHhhHh i cum again and i feel him nutting inside me then he pulls out. we're both exhausted we lay down beside eachother not touching with smiles on our face. we clean our selves up and lay down his arms are wraped around me tight then we close our eyes and fall asleep. I wake up and look around i see no one there, and im left confused but with a smile on my face.... |
|
|
| wishing you were here |
[Dec. 16th, 2005|05:27 pm] |
|
i miss my baby so much, he is recently in jail. we write once every week but still it is not enough, i long for his touch, when i close my eyes i can see him imagining his lips were pressed up against mine, then here it comes. my legs shivering im biting my lip and the hornier i get. then i slowly fall asleep. as i sleep i dream about him in my room. i look at him sudectively, he's walking towards me, my arms are around his chest then he lays me down. he presses his big hard dick against my pants making me even more eroused. im holding him even tighter, im whispering in his ear telling him how much i want him, he starts kissing my neck, and i slowly pull down my pants, then i slip off my thong not wanting to pull it to the side because i want to feel every inch of him touch my wet pussy. as i get wetter he's starting to lick my breast caressing them, sucking and licking them im moaning harder and harder telling him to fuck me. he then looks at my face and see my face expression he smiles and me bite my chin, and starts to lick own my stomach. He's now licking my clitoris im moaning even harder he's licking the walls of my vagina then goes back up to my clitoris licking and sucking it the more his licks the more my toes curl, he licking faster and faster i begin to scream, then i feel all the fluids in my body release. Making me even more horny, i push him down he's now laying down with his dick as hard as a rock, i climb on top of him riding his dick, i look at his face he looks like hes in pain hes moaning and the more he moans the harder and faster i ride. he bustes all in me, he quickly changes the condom i bend over and he rams his dick in my vagina from the back. i scream and he goes slow, he starts to speed up, faster and harder he fucks me, im screaming and moaning while he fuckes me and smacks my ass, i feel his hands pressed down on my lower back right above my butt and he fucks me like his life depended on it. i cum but hes not stopping i moaning calling him daddy i cum again, we're both sweating and breathing intensively AHHhhHh i cum again and i feel him nutting inside me then he pulls out. we're both exhausted we lay down beside eachother not touching with smiles on our face. we clean our selves up and lay down his arms are wraped around me tight then we close our eyes and fall asleep. I wake up and look around i see no one there, and im left confused but with a smile on my face.... |
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
| |
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
xomisunderstood's journal